i didnt update my blog. bcz i was so busy managing my life. busy with assignments,quizzes,tests n preparation for hari raya.. im talking about the whole story about my life while i didnt write this blog. as what had been mentioned by mdm.A,writing this blog is for our assignment marks with 10%. heh. to be continued,we do lots of preparation for hari raya.. such as,painting my house,re-design our living room n many more. ohh! shopping. heh. i get about more than 5hundreds for hari raya. this is the specialize if u have 2 parents. i get money from them to shop for hari raya. the total of the money is including "duit raya" that i get from all of my family members. i was so happy for how much money that i get from them(i think something wrong with my grammar here) heh. let it be,ppl made mistakes. however,i spent half of it to buy things. including my mumy's present for her birthday last 15sept. n the rest of my money,i used to bought stuff for me n him. heels,handbags n many more (him,i bought trunk n sandal). anyway,i never forget to open a new acc to make saving. so,now i have an acc in maybank. heh. im happy for it.
(IN THE MIDDLE OF SEPT- ABOUT MY LOVE STORY)
its about the sux-NESS of him. i dnt hv any idea what making him changed to be sooooooooooooooooooooooooo sucks!! he treat me like a shit! oh god. i can say now,i still stick to him just bcz of the feeling! the feeling that never faded! i duno why. i kept it permanently. so that,it will never faded away. but,how about him? why do he act like that? he take everything just like that. i mean,every problem that we had he didnt afford to settle it. he likes to ignore it rather than to settle it quickly. 1 more thing,sometimes i felt that he is immature in some ways. yeah! i know he didnt have an enough experience about love. so,i tried very hard to understand his attitudes. UNTIL i feel that i cant just accept it before i think that i shud change him. i shud help him. if not, we cant go anywhere with this situation in our relationship. oh god! i hope miracles cud happen! i cant stand anymore! but,i try! WILL TRY! until the faith said that we cannot go through this relationship anymore.
OVERALL,im so into him. him alone n no one else.
