my heart feelin like to write something..

this time, im in my room. just fnish tidy my room in hostel. hmm. i dnt know but i feel like to write something here. the story goes like this... i get to know this 1 man in the bed waterfront. while sittin and looking around for a guys to "wiper" my eyes. well,its my habit if im going to club. then,this 1 man caught my eye on him cz he is nice looking. this is what i mumbling in my heart while looking at him. aftr about 1 hour,i smile at him n he respond it! gsh! he is cute! aftr that,his fren approach me and said his fren wanna get to know me. well,sayin hye hye & hye. he asked for my number. i said "nnty i bg in paper" cz i dnt know. that time i was so arrogant! i dnt wanna look cheap in front of this guy. i dnt want the ppl around me sees me givin my number to him. till 1 time,my fucking sister get drunk! & went out from the bed. aftr 5 mins,i was looking for her! this bunch of guys went out to go home,saw me walk around cz i was looking for our car cz i know my sis went to the car. aftr i found her and everything was settled, all of us chi chatting & mget to know each other. all of them are CID (criminal investigation division)!! bukit aman head police station of malaysia! goshhhhhh! i like it sooo much! that guys which i knew is hafiz is soo cute! he has dimple and a very nice teeth & smile! haha. after all,i guess he is okayyy. but aftr few weeks keep in touch with him,he confess that he fall for me & wants o avoid that. how chick he is! memang sial la. but i try so hard to hide what i feel that time and being okay for everything he said & i suggest to less cntact with him. then,starting today we didnt cntact till this friday cz our promises is we will only cntact on friday & once a week. hmmmmmmmm. i know this will be a temporary feeling & i love my only baby boii afaizwan afandi. evendo he is unemployed but he is different from other guys. im thankfull. :) my heart still belong to him & nobody else.