is it true?

Perbedaan antara Suka, Sayang, dan Cinta. Suka adalah saat kamu ingin memiliki seseorang. Sayang adalah saat kamu ingin membahagiakan orang itu. Dan Cinta adalah saat kamu akan berkorban. someone post this in fb. by salam abbas king. i think its true. erm.. the reason i copy and paste this (im sorry abbas) plagiarism sikitt! :p its bcz it has a relationship to my story now which i feel 'suka' and 'cinta' towards afai. following to abbas's definition about that philosophy. but, i feel that 'sayang' towards z. im less confuse now. cz ive found out what is actually i felt towards them. im a little bit happy. cz i know and more confident to what i did now. cz actually im afraid of being regret. but,deeply in my heart,i dnt wana hurt anyone especially z. cz i know,i have to let him go. my heart is really fall for afai. evendo he has less specialty comparison to z. huh

discover what is true love..

at this time. i am searching what is true love by defining it by myself and based on my experience :) true love is more than falling in love which u'll love someone more than a love. its like u wiling to sacrifice everything for that person. and it feels like the world is just belong to both of u. im soo confuse about these feelings. z leave me yesterdays aftrnoon. and wana come back to me at night. oh my godd. i dnt know what to say anymoreee im speechless :((

complicated :(

bad and sad thing happen which is sometimes i dont know what to do. what to say and i have to do nothing. triangle love. this is not the first time in my life. but this is first time when ive reached the age that i have to responsible for everything i did. bcz it include ppls feeling. i didnt meant to hurt anyone. i know. ive made a mistakes. ive played with someones feelings without thinking about what gonna be happen in the future. i took a risk to be with z without think that maybe i will fall for afai. this is shit i swear! but faith planned it for me. i love afai so much but it seems like im not willing to lose z. i dnt know. i want sign of my path. i really want it. i need something,maybe an advise to wake me up that i did something wrong here and i'l meet the solution. im so confuse. im sooooo confuse. i dnt know what to doo. i need ALLAH :((