emotional night.

13sept11. i felt really sad tonight. i miss my family in kb. esp my grandma. the person i miss so much is my dad. i think he is not really care about us anymore. i miss the happiness. i miss everything about my family. oh my! im crying. i never wanted to have this kind of family. this year's eid mubarak, we have to sacrifice our time to my family side my mom and my dad. it is unfair. i envy looking at the picture of my dad's family in the album of khas group in fb. i miss them and i fel that i really hate my stepmum! shes the reason why my dad didnt care about us anymore. i hate her! i swear!!!!! dont care how much she try to te nice to us,she still bad in my eyes! i hate her! she take my dad away from us! weel. this is life which u have to choose! yes. LIFE IS ABOUT TO CHOOSE. whatever happens,u must choose 1 things among two. i hope with this kind of situation i will become more matured and i can prepare well for my family in the future. YA ALLAH,please help me and show me the path to live this life following the truth way of islamic life. ;'( all tonight is about family. i missed them so much.