indiependent~

i just updated my post just now. "ceweq is dare to stand alone". what i mean is i just realise that i can be alone and i have friends anywhere i go. today's evening,i went to archery training,to buy food for my dinner wich i didnt accompany by any of my friends. a friend(ershad) just tell me that he heard someone was talking about me that i always alone. even while i eating in cafe btc or go to class. i always be alone. to be frank,im feeling good to heard that. at least i know i dont really depends to my friends. maybe this is the way to the maturity. love this part.! im not really interested on talking about friendship now. for me,friend is just a friend. close friend. but,i will never have a bbf anymore. no more after my high school bbf. i trauma bcz of my past stories about friends. huhu. k,stop talking about it k.